To everyone, really.
I've taken up a personality that I shouldn't have. I've developed into an starfish and sometimes embraced it just because.
I've been a jerk to quite a few people who didn't deserve it at all, even at times when I meant well, and there's no reason for that, and I recognize that right now.
Everyone that has called me out on it has been right, and it just honestly is starting to make me feel bad knowing that I've started to act like someone that I wasn't before; someone I truly am starting not to like.
It's been eating at me for a while now and I just want to stop being rude and/or hateful, especially in cases where it isn't necessary.
And it usually isn't.
So say what you will, but basically
tl;dr reson feels bad about being an asshat and is sorry