I have decided to change my life for the better (long) (Update on p.16)

[phflack]

(ignoring all bickering and what not above this)

this somewhat saddens me
so much effort to do something like this, which I'd never be able to pull off
I don't really view myself as a person, more of a being/entity if anything

but yeah, good job on what you've accomplished

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[Bisjac]

I don't really view myself as a person, more of a being/entity if anything

just get alien hormone therapy. and you can be more like how you feel. and all problems in the world will be solved.

[phflack]

just get alien hormone therapy. and you can be more like how you feel. and all problems in the world will be solved.

more like get some random magical wizard to turn me into a duck that can still use the computer somehow
or just turn me into a computer, that'd be neat too

I feel like life would be a lot different if I was a girl, but still had the same mentality and life experiences
... but I'd probably be a whole lot less lazy, and that's a key part of programming - working to be lazy

[Flame]

good job! i'm glad things are going well for you!

[VerticalHorizon]

All I have to say in response to Dren and anyone else who feels like he does;

I'm sorry you think I look stupid in my picture, I just took it cause I thought it looked silly and cute and I liked it.
I understand that the clothes, makeup, and mannerisms don't make the woman; in reality, I'll always just be wishing and pretending...
But wishing and pretending makes me happy, I know this is how I want to live the rest of my life, even if you consider it denial, so I'm going for it.
I don't really understand why you act so personally offended, but if it upsets you I'm sorry, I'm just doing something I really want to do and I'm not hurting anybody.
I know full well the honest truth of what's going on cause, if I didn't, I wouldn't do it. Maybe in your eyes I'll always be a friend pretending
to be a woman, but in mine I'll be the woman I always wanted to be, no matter how authentic. I hope that clears up any contradictions you claim
that I carry due to the fact that I'm trans; I'm not sure what they were to begin with, but, you know.

Now, with that out of the way, I'm hosting a server if anyone wants to come soak in some good vibes!

[*FacePalm*]

Now, with that out of the way, I'm hosting a server if anyone wants to come soak in some good vibes!

!! what's your IGN

[ShadowsfeaR]

!! what's your IGN

>Implying it has changed

[SlayerZ99]

!! what's your IGN

I think its just VH

could be wrong though :/

[*FacePalm*]

>Implying it has changed

i had no idea what it was in the first place lol
i don't see VerticalHorizon on the server list so

[DrenDran]

you can be a real cunt you know that

stuff brother you went full handicap. He's literally had that style for years. It's never changed, and why would it become so "flamboyant" after becoming a woman?

I said it had nothing to do with his love.
I just think dumb poses are dumb.

All I have to say in response to Dren and anyone else who feels like he does;

I'm sorry you think I look stupid in my picture, I just took it cause I thought it looked silly and cute and I liked it.
I understand that the clothes, makeup, and mannerisms don't make the woman; in reality, I'll always just be wishing and pretending...
But wishing and pretending makes me happy, I know this is how I want to live the rest of my life, even if you consider it denial, so I'm going for it.
I don't really understand why you act so personally offended, but if it upsets you I'm sorry, I'm just doing something I really want to do and I'm not hurting anybody.
I know full well the honest truth of what's going on cause, if I didn't, I wouldn't do it. Maybe in your eyes I'll always be a friend pretending
to be a woman, but in mine I'll be the woman I always wanted to be, no matter how authentic. I hope that clears up any contradictions you claim
that I carry due to the fact that I'm trans; I'm not sure what they were to begin with, but, you know.

Now, with that out of the way, I'm hosting a server if anyone wants to come soak in some good vibes!

I have no problem with your gender/love and I just want you to know that.
I hope everything turns out okay for you.

[phflack]

I'll be the woman I always wanted to be

isn't that from that movie song thing Disney just made?
not sure, I only heard it like once... in enviro because that was a class for derps

and yeah, why are people fighting over pretty much nothing
am I missing something here

[VerticalHorizon]

Went in for a physical today and popped the HRT question. The nurse practitioner scouted out an endocrinologist for me and
made the referral. The endocrinologist's office should be calling me within the next week to set up an appointment
so we can get things going! I'm so excited, I really hope everything goes well.

[Ningyou]

Good luck, VH! :D

[Doomonkey]

Good luck.

[DragonoidSlayer]

This was the most emotional forums in the history of blockland forums. I spent some time thinking of a quote perfect for you. But here you go.

You can be the most beautiful person in the world and everybody sees light and rainbows when they look at you, but if you yourself don't know it, all of that doesn't even matter. Every second that you spend on doubting your worth, every moment that you use to criticize yourself; is a second of your life wasted, is a moment of your life thrown away. It's not like you have forever, so don't waste any of your seconds, don't throw even one of your moments away.