Recently one of my friends left me with a message that sounded very like a Self Delete message.
http://pastebin.com/L9ubuuEPShe's way too far away from me (Sarasota, VA), her girlfriend can't reach her, she isn't answering any of my texts, what do I do?
Now all my friends are beginning to argue and it's just piling on the anger and frustration and depression towards me.
What do I do? It's becoming more of a problem the more I think about it, and I don't want my best friend that's been with me for almost 7 years to commit Self Delete or leave forever!
I know I shouldn't ask you guys for help, but this is the only place I have. I can't afford therapy or stuff like that, and I'm just in a constant circle of confusion.
I've been listening to this for the past hour:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5j3pBI5ib1oHere's the chat, names were removed to protect the innocent.
[7:39:50 PM] Anon: [7:37 PM] Anon
<<< Anon
http://pastebin.com/L9ubuuEP
about a minute ago via Skype
[7:41:21 PM] -me-: What?
[7:41:26 PM] -me-: WHAT?
[7:41:45 PM] Anon: Gosh...
[7:42:24 PM] -me-: I-
[7:42:34 PM] -me-: I can't believe this.
[7:42:43 PM] -me-: What's gonna happen?
[7:43:47 PM] -me-: Will we not see anon again?
[7:44:35 PM] Anon: NO wait no, what's she going to do I can't.
[7:45:01 PM] -me-: If you can, you have to stop her.
[7:45:38 PM] Anon: You're the closest one to her, anon.
[7:45:45 PM] Anon: I'm so scared.
[7:45:51 PM] -me-: Please.
[7:45:57 PM] -me-: Do something.
[7:45:59 PM] Anon: Wait what's going on..?
[7:46:19 PM] -me-: To me it sounds like Self Delete.
[7:46:34 PM] Anon: ...
[7:46:36 PM] Anon: It sounds increasingly so like that.
[7:46:42 PM] Anon: anon, you must help her.
[7:47:02 PM] Anon: She wouldn't do that.
[7:47:05 PM] Anon: She is not an idiot.
[7:47:08 PM] Anon: She said it multiple times.
[7:47:15 PM] Anon: She attempted it earlier in the year/last year.
[7:47:21 PM] Anon: So damn what.
[7:47:28 PM] Anon: She clearly said she wouldn't do it again.
[7:47:37 PM] Anon: Because she knew it would be extremely stupid.
[7:48:02 PM] Anon: SHE ALSO SAID SHE'D QUIT SMOKING AND SHE'S BACK THERE
THAT'S ALSO EXTREMELY STUPID
ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN, ANON.
[7:49:00 PM] Anon: She didn't go back to smoking.
[7:49:07 PM] Anon: Yes. She didn't.
[7:49:07 PM] Anon: ............
[7:49:10 PM] Anon: You're clueless.
[7:49:13 PM] Anon: ...
[7:49:15 PM] Anon: No, she did.
[7:49:23 PM] Anon: She's been smoking?!!
[7:49:34 PM] Anon: When did you hear this
[7:49:40 PM] Anon: She's not 'addicted', but she does like a pack a month.
[7:49:41 PM] Anon: From her.
[7:49:45 PM] Anon: Oh.
[7:49:45 PM] Anon: ...
[7:49:47 PM] Anon: That's old news.
[7:49:50 PM] Anon: I said when not who
[7:49:58 PM] Anon: Like, 2-ish months ago
[7:50:06 PM] Anon: 2 months?
[7:50:14 PM] Anon: Been going on for very longer than that.
[7:50:21 PM] Anon: she said she wouldn't do it much though.
[7:50:29 PM] Anon: anon should know of it...
[7:50:33 PM] Anon: After all.
[7:50:35 PM] Anon: Can we get to the more worrying matter at hand?!?!?
[7:50:36 PM] Anon: She's the one closest to her.
[7:50:49 PM] Anon: And after all...
[7:51:07 PM] Anon: Smoking completely changes someone's mouth.
[7:51:13 PM] Anon: But anyway.
[7:51:14 PM] Anon: Anon sighs
[7:52:12 PM] Anon: ...So...What do we do now
[7:52:18 PM] -me-: I don't know. I'm scared.
[7:52:48 PM] Anon: She just went offline on gmail.
[7:52:51 PM] Anon: She's still here.
[7:52:52 PM] Anon: Anon.
[7:52:57 PM] Anon: you live close to her, don't you?
[7:53:54 PM] Anon: Well I know what I'll do right now. Shower this stress off.
[7:53:54 PM] Anon: If you do.
[7:53:58 PM] Anon: You know exactly what to do, Anon.
[7:54:21 PM] Anon: She moved.
[7:54:38 PM] Anon: I hope she's alright...
[7:54:41 PM] Anon: SHe moved and I don't know whrer the house is.
[7:54:46 PM] -me-: ...
[7:54:47 PM] Anon: Do you have her number?
[7:54:49 PM] Anon: You should have.
[7:54:51 PM] -me-: I do.
[7:54:56 PM] Anon: What is his dads name
[7:55:11 PM] Anon: Nobody knows.
[7:55:20 PM] Anon: she usually refers to him as "dad" "father" or "fat forget".
[7:55:24 PM] Anon: I have her cell but she's not answering
[7:55:39 PM] Anon: There's so much she hid from me...
[7:57:10 PM] *** Anon has left ***
[7:58:40 PM] Anon: :/
[7:59:24 PM] Anon: I don't wanna lose anyone else what the forget is wrong with this bloody world!!!!!!!!
[7:59:42 PM] Anon: Anon.
[7:59:44 PM] Anon: Calm down.
[7:59:44 PM] -me-: You know what.
[7:59:45 PM] -me-: Done.
[7:59:48 PM] -me-: I'm loving done.
[7:59:48 PM] Anon: Everything is going to be fine.
[7:59:49 PM] -me-: Goodbye.
[7:59:50 PM]*** -me- has left. ***