same lol i remember the most odd things
I know that feel
But really, I feel as if I stirred up more stuff than I probably actually did that cannot be mended by us.
If it cannot be fixed, leave it alone. Don't hurt yourself trying to fix something easily replaceable. If contains special memories, make more. Grow, bloom, shine. Show your inner beauty to the world without shame and you will have full control over your emotions (in normal conditions).