I have never felt this stuffty

[Machaty]

Hey man your a decently cool guy
Do something radically different that changes everything with no regard for how it effects anyone else
Like Kevin spacey in American Beauty

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[Judge]

Blooker is awesome
also don't kill yourself, that'd be bad
and uh, idk, I used to do alot of sports and used to be quite stressed, but once I quit all of em I started feeling alot better and happier
maybe thats just me, I really rely on pure introvertedness but idk bout you

and those chicks, be happy you
1 Got asked out
2 Had a girlfriend, even if she was a bitch

lot more than I can say for myself and my buds

and if you still really like that nice girl, just wait til shes done with her bf, I don't think I've ever seen a highschooler date for more than a year 2 at most

[Rockinboy2000]

Jesus christ blooker, i feel for you man

what i usually do when stuffs kinda bad is sleep, like literally just sleep because that is something that helps in a way, but if not that, i just play games

i would try eating small things then eventually eating more

[AtlasBlue]

I'm really sorry about that, dude.
My 15th year has been bad too, with one of my dogs dying and the other getting around to that point. I've been trying to loose weight, but to no prevail. My parents have started to doubt me on things, even to the point of saying I'm not going to get married, but not to this point.

I can only wish for things to get better for you.

[Rigel]

About the eating: Make sure that chicken is cooked properly damnit!

About other stuff: I have a natural ability to not give a stuff, so not much I can say.

This always makes me feel better: Play/buy a game that uses teamwork to even get anywhere, such as Payday 2, or CS:GO

Once you have a team or group of people you normally play with, you can feel pride in seamlessly winning every match or server you go into, and that is a wonderful feeling.

[Tom060197]

Yeah we have all had tough lives. Mine is quite similar

Ever since around puberty I have been feeling ill 3 out of 5 days. I have been depressed for the last 4 years, stopped going to school. My parents try to make me. One day my father forced me up and was pushing and shoving me. So I pushed back and he grabbed me and almost knocked me out with one punch (what a fit father he is). I have never been close to my father, he is just an entity to me now, a worthless being. I stopped going to school altogether which almost tore my family to pieces and I did not want that to happen for my mothers sake (I for one did not care what happened to my father). So I went back to school. It has been a few months since that and my depression is getting worse. I feel disconnected from everyone. I feel like my "friends" aren't even there for me anymore, they're always off doing god knows and I feel like a third wheel all the time. All in all I have given up on everything worth while in my life and now I have no goals. I don't really have a family. I probably would have committed Self Delete if not for my mothers sake. You see she has already lost one child to miscarriage and she is pretty much my only friend in this world.

Hopefully all will be better soon all I want to do is get out of school and leave everything behind.

[Epicduke]

Yeah we have all had tough lives. Mine is quite similar

Ever since around puberty I have been feeling ill 3 out of 5 days. I have been depressed for the last 4 years, stopped going to school. My parents try to make me. One day my father forced me up and was pushing and shoving me. So I pushed back and he grabbed me and almost knocked me out with one punch (what a fit father he is). I have never been close to my father, he is just an entity to me now, a worthless being. I stopped going to school altogether which almost tore my family to pieces and I did not want that to happen for my mothers sake (I for one did not care what happened to my father). So I went back to school. It has been a few months since that and my depression is getting worse. I feel disconnected from everyone. I feel like my "friends" aren't even there for me anymore, they're always off doing god knows and I feel like a third wheel all the time. All in all I have given up on everything worth while in my life and now I have no goals. I don't really have a family. I probably would have committed Self Delete if not for my mothers sake. You see she has already lost one child to miscarriage and she is pretty much my only friend in this world.

Hopefully all will be better soon all I want to do is get out of school and leave everything behind.

have you ever, you know, gotten help? it looks like you're the putting yourself down.

[Tom060197]

School offered me a psychologist but i'm not really open to talking to other people (trust issues). i'm not that great with people. I only like talking about my problems and remain quite anonymous.

[Theepicman]

School offered me a psychologist but i'm not really open to talking to other people (trust issues). i'm not that great with people. I only like talking about my problems and remain quite anonymous.

You should have accepted if you're clearly aware of what is wrong with you and how it is affecting your overall life and your familys life.

[Swat 3]

Blooker I really suggest getting back with your father. He sounds like stuff and you sounds like stuff and sometimes when you put two stuffs together you get a sewage plant, which leads to jobs and other clean areas of your life.

aka, do something. also, knock that bitch girl out for me kay bae.

[Camel]

if it makes you feel any better

i cut myself and think about killing myself all the time

and my life is pretty dope

so don't worry

[Tom060197]

I thought about it for quite some time but i'm not so sure. I have been doing things to cope with it better recently. The bus trip to and from school was a terror to start with. It was like my sanctuary. I am a really big thinker. I used to think about everything, didn't matter what it was. Then those thoughts steered into a bad direction (I used to break down on the bus quite a lot). I found that music I like (metal) is quite soothing (which is weird). In the last month I have only broken down twice. I find that getting away from my family is very good as well as we fight a LOT.

Blooker... I recommend forgetting about girls for now and go see your dad. Maybe arrange to see him a few times a month. He probably thinks he is a poor father, it will hopefully cheer him up.

[Katadeus]

forget that sucks

Best of luck getting past it, your life still is and will always be worth it.

[weaver123]

You can't rely on other people to be happy, It doesn't work. You have to be content on your own before you can live in a healthy relationship. You were used and you liked it because you were tired of feeling lonely and down on yourself.

[Georges]

Remember this: Self Delete is a permanent "solution" to temporary problems.

I know you can work though this, man! :)