Don't commit Self Delete because this is all you got. Nevermind that nothing is forever, nevermind that life can be cruel, just think that this is all you got. This life, right now, is all you have, all you ever will have, all anyone has; and for people who didn't get the chance to live their life to the fullest, you owe it to them to live yours for as long as possible.
Have fun, meet people, imagine worlds, create your dreams, help others fulfill their's, ponder life's questions, and above all, remember how lucky you are.
You're a bag of chemicals that grew a consciousness, that can think, say and do anything, that can feel pain and love, happiness and sadness. You're you. The only you. The only you that will ever be. And you owe it to the universe to live your life, to enjoy the small amount of time your cells allow, to dream of the cosmos and move mountains here on Earth.
If you die tomorrow, so what? You won't care, you'll be dead. But the unimaginable grief that you will cause your loved ones, the potential that you will have destroyed with one quick swish of a knife or one long struggle with a rope, the anger that you will bestow upon those around you for not noticing or not doing enough to save you, the absolute confusion your parents will feel: that's not worth it. That's cruelty. That's not love.
Self Delete is a selfish thing, and while it is your choice if you want to live or die, its the ultimate destruction of your world and the people in it. You will have destroyed yourself because of a fleeting desire, a disease of depression that can easily be treated or managed. You will have murdered, you.
Live on, things will get better. People are all around you to help. This blue marble that we're spinning around on is your home, and you should stay as long as you possibly can.
