Well I guess this is where I turn to now.
I'm normally a pretty carefree guy and pride myself on being able to take almost any situation in a positive light, with very few things able to make me angry or sad.
The thing is, those few things that do make me angry make me loving livid, and right now the perfect series of unfortunate events occurred in quick enough succession to send me from 0 to pissed the absolute forget off in a matter of minutes.
I've broken down, forums, I can barely even remember the last time I cried or what it was about, yet I just spent god knows how long sitting in a cold shower crying out of pure frustration, barely able to differentiate between the sobs and shivers.
Happiness to anger, anger to sadness, one minute I'm a minor annoyance away from headbutting through a wall and the next I'm thinking about everything that's ever gone wrong.
I'm at a point in my life where I should be happiest but right now it's all just a mess, I don't know if I've ever felt so vulnerable before.
I know it's not so bad and I know I'll feel better in the morning but right now I just want anything that could possibly cheer me up.
Sorry for bringing on such a downer mood, I'll probably lock this later or not I don't know.
