I just need to vent...

[TomTheGeek²]

i lost my job at target for literally no reason two months ago. spent my last paycheck on a stuff ton of weed and smoked it up with a friend of mine. my friend who is a girl dropped me because i told her it's not right to forget random guys all the time. started to drink and smoke weed out of pure depression and started to hang out with the wrong crowd. just two weeks ago i got really drunk on a monday and almost had alcohol poisoning from it (don't have 5 stuff beers and 4 shots of vodka in 30 minutes, guys.) thankfully my stoner friend helped me get a new job which is wayyyy better than target and i actually have a solid income now. my mother figured out what was going on (almost started full on with smoking cigarettes a few days ago) and she basically gave me a final warning on all of this and waged kicking me out of the house if i continue. i told her this isn't me and i really do have a problem. i can't loving drive because whenever i try saving up i'd just spend it all on weed or something stupid.

this is why you don't do drugs to replace happiness in life. things are getting better and stuff and i'm happy it's going that way.

as for OP, things WILL get better. things happen almost for good reasons. forget your classmates, back in middle school i was made fun of because i used steam and pc game (i'm serious, some kid actually laughed at my face and asked all the kids if they ever heard of steam ever and all of em said no.) when i went to high school i met a whole guild of of the master race and we play stuff all the time (not really but yeah it's nice.)

you'll end up meeting someone else really cool as a sorta new best friend, my irl bestie moved to iowa in the 6th grade and i had no one to talk to at the time. i met mackthehunter here around the same time and we're been talking for 5 years. he went from just a blockland bro to real life bro instantly when we found out we share a ton of the same interests.

as for the pet, i'd feel the same way. if i lost my mop dog i'd be forever pissed too. as for the expensive impulse buys, i spent 80 bucks on a magic flight and i regretted it because i don't use it that much and for me it was a waste of money. thankfully i have a job and i could regain that money within a week.

as for the distrust with parents, they'll end up trusting you again because you're their kid and they love you. it's a parent thing that happens from time to time and you gotta deal with it. hell, my mom doesn't trust me and i further delayed getting my license for awhile.

i figured someone was on the same boat as me and i didn't want to go full blogland here when this was a ongoing problem for me.

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[Oasis]

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I'm glad you figured that out eventually...

Anyways, it almost always gets better. If its not getting better at the speed you want, then go out and force life to get better. OP, you are in control of how you feel and how you want your life to be, so go do something with that control.

[Master Shadow Phoenix]

If everyone is in a stuffty mood, then it's probably a sign that they're busy. In addition, stuff happens randomly.

I too had a pet that was euthanized months ago. It slightly affected my work speed and heavily affected my hunger, but it wasn't that big of a deal after a few days.

Seldom is summer an exception, but you'll have to expect this throughout each year.

[Nonnel]

I'm fine rn :-)

[Dragonslayer182]

Sorry this is happening to you man. When I'm in times like that, where nothing is going my way, and it feels like the whole world is against me, I just remember that God uses those tough times to turn my attention back to him; He uses the times when I'm broken to remind me that He is the only one who really matters in life, and that nothing and no one else can satisfy the inner longings of my heart. I've found that, when I am faced with completely hopeless circumstances, just like what you're going through, that it reminds me of how truly messed up this sin-filled world is, and how God is the only one who can help me and give me something to look forward to every day: Deliverance from this painful, screwed-up life, to one day spend eternity with him.

some people don't believe in god though, this might not help op at all. though it's great you try to help

Don't worry, I am a Christian. Thank you for posting this to the forum

You don't know that until you try.

And even if they ridicule you or have a laugh, or don't fully understand what you're going through, they still love you.
Don't be afraid to talk to your parents because you think they'll no longer care about you. They will care.
And you know, your parents were your age once. Chances are they've been in similar situations. Seek out people you can trust with a greater world experience than you. Parents, Grandparents, Aunts and Uncles are all meant for that.

Well, when I told my parents about someone at my school who commited Self Delete, they said "Why couldn't he just ignore them? He ruined his own life because he chose to not ignore them". Your mental state is like a wall. It can take blows, but it can only take so many before it collapses.

i lost my job at target for literally no reason two months ago. spent my last paycheck on a stuff ton of weed and smoked it up with a friend of mine. my friend who is a girl dropped me because i told her it's not right to forget random guys all the time. started to drink and smoke weed out of pure depression and started to hang out with the wrong crowd. just two weeks ago i got really drunk on a monday and almost had alcohol poisoning from it (don't have 5 stuff beers and 4 shots of vodka in 30 minutes, guys.) thankfully my stoner friend helped me get a new job which is wayyyy better than target and i actually have a solid income now. my mother figured out what was going on (almost started full on with smoking cigarettes a few days ago) and she basically gave me a final warning on all of this and waged kicking me out of the house if i continue. i told her this isn't me and i really do have a problem. i can't loving drive because whenever i try saving up i'd just spend it all on weed or something stupid.

this is why you don't do drugs to replace happiness in life. things are getting better and stuff and i'm happy it's going that way.

as for OP, things WILL get better. things happen almost for good reasons. forget your classmates, back in middle school i was made fun of because i used steam and pc game (i'm serious, some kid actually laughed at my face and asked all the kids if they ever heard of steam ever and all of em said no.) when i went to high school i met a whole guild of of the master race and we play stuff all the time (not really but yeah it's nice.)

you'll end up meeting someone else really cool as a sorta new best friend, my irl bestie moved to iowa in the 6th grade and i had no one to talk to at the time. i met mackthehunter here around the same time and we're been talking for 5 years. he went from just a blockland bro to real life bro instantly when we found out we share a ton of the same interests.

as for the pet, i'd feel the same way. if i lost my mop dog i'd be forever pissed too. as for the expensive impulse buys, i spent 80 bucks on a magic flight and i regretted it because i don't use it that much and for me it was a waste of money. thankfully i have a job and i could regain that money within a week.

as for the distrust with parents, they'll end up trusting you again because you're their kid and they love you. it's a parent thing that happens from time to time and you gotta deal with it. hell, my mom doesn't trust me and i further delayed getting my license for awhile.

i figured someone was on the same boat as me and i didn't want to go full blogland here when this was a ongoing problem for me.

Thank you for the advice, I hope life gets better for you

I'm glad you figured that out eventually...

Anyways, it almost always gets better. If its not getting better at the speed you want, then go out and force life to get better. OP, you are in control of how you feel and how you want your life to be, so go do something with that control.

I wish I could control it better, but different things keep making me lose that control.

[mario0126]

Oh well here's my steam account profile:

http://steamcommunity.com/id/Fecoder/

[MrKitKat]

turn to someone you can talk to
do some religion if you're into that
take up a new hobby?

i don't know i'm not a psychologist or w/e

[Rigel]

Have you tried fapping? It may sound stupid but it's a temporary relief with no consequences unless you're caught.

[the hacker]

Have you tried fapping? It may sound stupid but it's a temporary relief with no consequences unless you're caught.

Even when you're caught, the consequences are minimal depending on what kind of parents you have.

[Gumba Jonny]

Talk to your parents. I was a little worried about what they'd say if I told them about my little problems but they were sympathetic and supportive. Even if you feel like a bitch afterwards like I did it's all good.

[Nonnel]

run away and travel across the country

[Destroyer]

Well a bunch of users have given great advice so I'm pretty sure whatever I say will be exactly on the level of what they say. I've delt with issues that I had no idea what they were for years now. I would never be able to be truly happy and I would overthink everything, then that overthinking would become reality to me. I would think of completely stupid stuff and would believe it until somebody told me otherwise. Over the years I lost some friends, I lost relationships, I was always distracted, and I never knew why. I have it pretty good, I have a bunch of caring friends and family, nothing that ridiculously hard. Recently I found out the cause is most likely that I have some form of Anxiety disorder.

What I want to get at though, is that all these problems. They are going to go away. It might take awhile, yeah, but it won't take forever. I've been through some stuff i thought I would never recover from and today it is just a faint memory in the past. I've lived dealing with this anxiety stuff for years and years of my life and I can still go out and have a good time because I know nothing that bothers me will last forever.

Your classmates are a bunch of little stuffs. But you know what? forget them, because In a few years time they won't even matter. You will look back on this awhile from now and realize it meant nothing, just a speedbump in growing up. If their is one thing I've learned, it is that you never know what the future holds. I've been through things I thought could never happen, good and bad. Who knows, maybe in a few weeks your life will change immediately for the better. And it will get better.

Another piece of advice I have is find somebody you can trust and talk to them about it. It is so much worse when you have to bottle everything up. Message your friend, talk to your parents, call a hotline, I don't care who. But talk to somebody. I promise that will make it better.

And honestly if you can't find anybody to vent to and want advice, message me and I will talk to you. I went through rough patches to, and i was always thinking I'd be bothering people venting to them. I know what it is like to feel alone and feel like you have nobody to talk to. Sitting at home at night just overthinking everything until it shuts you down. It is a terrible feeling and I don't want anybody to ever go through that.

[BlockoCrafter]

Even when you're caught, the consequences are minimal depending on what kind of parents you have.

He's Christian, soooooooo…

[Rally]

He's Christian, soooooooo…

any christian who thinks that masturbating is against the christian faith is illiterate

[Dragonslayer182]

Well a bunch of users have given great advice so I'm pretty sure whatever I say will be exactly on the level of what they say. I've delt with issues that I had no idea what they were for years now. I would never be able to be truly happy and I would overthink everything, then that overthinking would become reality to me. I would think of completely stupid stuff and would believe it until somebody told me otherwise. Over the years I lost some friends, I lost relationships, I was always distracted, and I never knew why. I have it pretty good, I have a bunch of caring friends and family, nothing that ridiculously hard. Recently I found out the cause is most likely that I have some form of Anxiety disorder.

What I want to get at though, is that all these problems. They are going to go away. It might take awhile, yeah, but it won't take forever. I've been through some stuff i thought I would never recover from and today it is just a faint memory in the past. I've lived dealing with this anxiety stuff for years and years of my life and I can still go out and have a good time because I know nothing that bothers me will last forever.

Your classmates are a bunch of little stuffs. But you know what? forget them, because In a few years time they won't even matter. You will look back on this awhile from now and realize it meant nothing, just a speedbump in growing up. If their is one thing I've learned, it is that you never know what the future holds. I've been through things I thought could never happen, good and bad. Who knows, maybe in a few weeks your life will change immediately for the better. And it will get better.

Another piece of advice I have is find somebody you can trust and talk to them about it. It is so much worse when you have to bottle everything up. Message your friend, talk to your parents, call a hotline, I don't care who. But talk to somebody. I promise that will make it better.

And honestly if you can't find anybody to vent to and want advice, message me and I will talk to you. I went through rough patches to, and i was always thinking I'd be bothering people venting to them. I know what it is like to feel alone and feel like you have nobody to talk to. Sitting at home at night just overthinking everything until it shuts you down. It is a terrible feeling and I don't want anybody to ever go through that.

Thank you for the advice, do you have a steam?

run away and travel across the country

Please stop jokeposting