i mean im not like seething with rage if that's what you think buti never chose to live in the u.s, but i guess its not any less stuff anywhere else
Take advantage of the privileges you have, work various job, create a bank account to store whatever spare money you have, e-beg or just illegally immigrate the country you so desire.
Pretty much every western country in the world has white surpremists/tribals/a bad history like the US.