Self Delete and death in general has slowly stopped seeming so foreign to me. a year or two ago i would never have considered Self Delete, but the thought has really been sneaking up on me. and its not because my life sucks or anything, of anything its perfect. nothing in my life makes me want to commit Self Delete
im just really really curious as to what death feels like, and i feel like some day my curiosity will get the better of me. im fully aware of the effect itd have on everyone if i did, but i feel like ill eventually be put in a situation where Self Delete will be very accessible and ill just
subconsciously do it. its strange, its a kind of scary yet relieving feeling
