i legitimately thought rockinboy was my friend before he made this, he seemed like a pretty cool guy but sometimes i got mad at him but he still seemed like a cool guy
i would have never even gone to this extreme and would have never even done anything like this
the whole reason for the "kill all furries" thing i did was i was trying to fit in and just go along with the forums like every other person but it backfired badly because i didnt understand the extreme of it until it was too late, therefore i edited out all my posts because i didn't know what the forget i did
if i could i would go back and never have installed that loving camera
never said anything about furries and just save myself from looking like a complete stuffhead
the only thing i've ever wanted to achieve on this forum is to fit in and be a part of stuff but everything loving backfired on me over the past 2 years.
A year ago i was this user:
http://forum.blockland.us/index.php?action=profile;u=135007things were going stuff for me at the time so i decided to put myself under and just be someone else, it worked!
I tried again but forgot to clean up my traces as "Bin" having a registration time really close to last login of this account when I switched over, but i didnt think anyone would notice because w/e. original plan was to go under for a long period of time and come back and just be normal like i went on vacation or something
i tried to do it being "Bin" but Jubel put me out so i had no other choice but ditch the account and just use my main
Everything seemed great until Jubel found me out and this thread.
surely i've done alot of stuff but this thread actually made me sad because i didn't think rockinboy would do this because i would never do anything to him either
sure its "just a joke" and people are laughing at it but it actually made me sad
for the first time on this forum i was actually sad, no tears but i just felt loving empty.