yeah, it was after i finished watching deathnote (an anime about a serial killer). i went to sleep and in my dream i was closing the store by myself at mcdonalds. well i locked the doors and i was the only one in the store. but as i wiped down the grill i noticed there was a little boy standing by the fry machine grabbing stuff
he turned and looked at me and asked me what i was doing
i walked towards him pushing garbage and boxes out oif my way
as i did this i had black spots growing in my vision
and his voice was becoming distorted
he kept asking me too stop, he was concerned for his own safety but i was scared stuffless.
i dont know why (maybe because i knew he would kill me if i didnt kill him first or something) i kept moving toward him. i had my hands out like i was going to strangle him. like it was the only option or something
then the scene changed and i was in my room. i turned my tablet on and made it project onto the wall
i was watching a youtube video
but when it ended there was this strange image
i cant remember what it was (it was made out of shapes like squares and triangles though.) but it scared the living stuff out of me
i ran out of my room screaming really loud. every time i would close my eyes i could just see that image
my parents and siblings tried to find out what i was screaming about but they couldn't see it
then my computer turned on and my girlfriend was watching me through skype.
i didn't want to look scared infront of her so i tried to hold it in but it wouldnt work
then the dream faded away
as i was waking up i felt strange
i felt as if i was kira from deathnote (an anime character who murders people by writing their names in a notebook)
like i felt all guilty and stuff
like i had done all that and killed all those people.
no more late night anime.
i will say though that parts of the dream actually feel like they represent actually events in my life. i wont describe them cos they were very traumatizing to me. but the little boy, the image, and feeling guilty for things ive done, all fit perfectly to something that happened to me a long time ago. i have since come to terms with it on the outside. but maybe i still feel torn about it on the inside. i dont want to get 2deep4u, but this is some deep stuff.
