Author Topic: just let it all out 1  (Read 61833 times)

hmm
I act different depending on who I'm talking to. everything from the way I type or talk, to the words I use, to the kinds of jokes I make
there are a few things that are the same regardless of who I'm talking to though
in words it sounds kinda manipulative, but it definitely isn't intended to be

my parents got divorced when I was three or so, then like a year after that my mom went to jail for stealing from a bank and a subway
it was supposed to be for ten years, but it was only seven in the end. my sister and I started living with her like, as soon as she got back. for a while she waited tables but over time she got better and better jobs, and now she's like, the human resources manager at some plant that makes car parts. so I guess that's kinda good. but I don't like her as a person much

while she was in jail and I lived with my dad we didn't have much money at all. but I was a kid and I didn't know enough for it to bother me
he still doesn't have much money. he was basically homeless for a while until a couple of months ago. he lived with his mom for some of that time and my stepmom's mom for the rest. fortunately my three stepbrothers are also too young (or used to it...) for that to bother them

When I was in 1-3 grade I was constantly bullied for acting like an autistic nerd, I would always get in trouble for talking during class. I always got the strict teacher which didn't help. My school closed after third grade and me along with six other people went to the next closest private school.  I had no friends accept for this one kid who I would always visit, had been friends with him since Kindergarten. In the new school there were two fourth grades, one with some really strict asshat as their teacher and one that was really nice. I was lucky, got moved to that class. My friend was in the other class, but that didn't change much. What did change was the people who constantly bullied me went to the asshat room. I was put with new people and some quiet people from the school I used to go to. I became friends with a kid named Zach. I stopped acting weird after gaining three other friends, I also stopped talking a lot. My grades improved. In fifth grade I was bullied sometimes for being a computer geek, I was the only one who knew the difference from software and hardware in my class. In sixth grade (now) I gained a hell lot of more friends, and stopped getting bullied entirely. Although I am still very good with computers, my new obsession (like every gamer) became guns. I try to collect Airsoft and BB guns, but with the very little money my family has to spare for accessories this is hard.
In fourth grade my dog died (had known the dog for 10 years but didn't bond with it) at age 15. We got a new dog a month later that I absolutely love but she constantly pees in my room but not the rest of our house .-.

^I consider myself a gamer but I don't like guns


Uh cool?
He said every gamer likes guns

I didn't quote because I didn't feel like snipping


I WENT TO THE BATHROOM

I WENT TO THE BATHROOM
gross........ u shouldve kept that one to urself buddy

I got semen on my cat once

whoops

I'm desensitized to love because I watched too much research.

I got semen on my cat once
whoops
same
I'm desensitized to love because I watched too much research.
maybe i won't have this problem cus like 90% of the research I look at is not real

i watched research at my gram's house
and it was loli too :))

maybe i won't have this problem cus like 90% of the research I look at is not real
You probably will.
Save it for the odd occasion, not every day.

I'm desensitized to love because I watched too much research.

I'm trying to stop watching research so when I have intercourse my loveual energy will split her in two.

I mean we're talking blood and cum everywhere dude

You probably will.
Save it for the odd occasion, not every day.
I dunno. I mean what's the real issue? that you don't find normal people attractive cus of all the perfect people you're used to?