velateen's downfall

[Velateen]

so, awhile back i made a topic about getting to see someone important to me but nope, he can't come this summer because his scholarship is on hold and he has to pay for college.
also, my family is literally ignoring me and harrassing me because I might fail school, but I'm passing this year anyways. my family always says they're here for me but I'm way too afraid to ask them for any help because they just end up calling me a failure basically, or blame it on my brother when it's actually my fault. I'm a lazy good for nothing who can't really do anything right, but I wish I didn't have to stay up at night worrying about this stuff. family my ass. I can't wait until I can move out and forget about it. I just want to help people and make my friends happy, but I've just been an emotional frustrated mess.

tl;dr my family stresses me out even though things are fine, can't see person I wanted to see

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[Tokerovin]

Don't worry, just wonder.
What's going to happen will happen, just try to guide what you can down the proper path... including yourself.

[Velateen]

Don't worry, just wonder.
What's going to happen will happen, just try to guide what you can down the proper path... including yourself.

i hope it just turns out okay

[Tophat2]

Maybe there's a lack of communication between you and your family? I completely understand not being able to talk to a family member like that. It's really an uncomfortable feel. Possibly you could talk to one of them one on one? It sometimes helps out if you try to make sure to talk to them at least once a day about *something*, slowly eases any hard feelings I think. Idk, I'm not really one to give advice but I can listen n'stuff like that if you'd like someone to listen over PM or Steam or somethin if that would help you more

it sucks that you can't visit who you've been wanting to, but I wish you good fortune for another opportunity to do so in the future

i may not have worded my post in the best way, sorry if it seems insensitive, didn't intend to be. still, I hope you get better soon <3

[Camel]

my situation is eerily similar.

we just need to graduate. once i've left this school behind i'm either gonna die under a bridge or have my name in lights, that's how i think about it.

[Velateen]

my situation is eerily similar.

we just need to graduate. once i've left this school behind i'm either gonna die under a bridge or have my name in lights, that's how i think about it.

let's hurry up and graduate then
aaa

[hodot]

vela we should hang tho