So let me get this straight Kaz. You think badspot isn't treating you fairly. You think that him revealing your past accounts is unfair somehow. By the way, that isn't stalking. That's called administration, making sure people are following the rules. People who have repeatedly broken them in the past are much more likely to repeat history, and that's a fact Him saying "let me know if they slip up" means "if they do stupid stuff, report it." and that applies not just to you, but to everyone. It's equal.
What do you mean you want him to treat you equal? You're not banned, and you know why? Because you haven't broken any rules. He's treating you just as equal in that regard as anyone else. You also have all the chances in the world to improve your behaviour. That's just the same as everyone else. Once you do that, people will start being nicer to you because you will have earned their respect. That much is expected out of everyone here, not just you, everyone. Me and everyone included.