Recently, I've had this weird serge of depression and loneliness. This what I believe is coming from is from one of my friend drifting apart from me. Except, he wasn't any ordinary friend. We were close, like really close. Like ball groping and nude sending kind of close. But aside from some loveual interaction we had a connection. I felt as if I loved him. And I felt as if that feeling was mutual between us. Now, out of no where we drifted apart. He stopped saying hi to me and having full length conversations. I began to think he didn't want to do anything with any more. And I felt like as if I was at fault.. Because of this, I need to find someone loving and affectionate like he was. But I just can't find anyone like that lightly.. I'm lonely and I feel empty inside.
Now obviously I can't exactly say why you two are growing apart or anything, but perhaps you guys might be willing to talk at different times, maybe he's tired and stuff. I don't know, try asking him why he's drifting apart, not out of the blue or anything, but try to keep contact with him. If that doesn't work, then all I can do is tell you to move on and try harder to find someone else or something. Having someone you love, but are unable to talk to, even if they're right there, is an extremely hard thing to go through. I wish you the best of luck.
Your art is terrible.
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ohhonestly furries are worse than lolis
i think both can be bad if they're both obnoxious, but I'm good friends with a few furries who are genuinely cool and nice people. Although I have yet to meet anyone open about liking lolicon.
To each their own I suppose.
So, I have done confessions before but those were just general embarrassing things, this will get a little more personal.
This is the first time I have openly admitted I am Biloveual, a little goof here and there but you could see them as jokes. I couldn't bear to tell people this because I feel like it would change their attitude towards me.
I constantly hate myself and wish I could've been born female and as I attempt to lose weight through diets and exercises I can only seem to gain fat. This is primarily due to me loosing all interest in baseball when I first got depression so I was not running daily and staying in my man cave.
I would never change my love or dress as the opposite gender because I believe you get what you're born with although it seems my life would be better if I was born female.
Believe it or not the forums is basically entire social life, with the exception of 5 people who I regularly talk too outside of the internet but I always feel safer in the internet because I can be myself without the fear of people disapproving
So, once I am fresh out of high school I will enlist with the US army and follow my father. It seems I would not be of much use for anything else but spare muscle and a person to tell facts.
That's a very interesting opinion on being transgender, I suppose.
Also, even if only on the internet, try to open up about your loveuality, trust me it helps. Whether you do it anonymously at first or among close friends you know wont care, it helps a lot to be able to vent it out a little, and maybe even ease you to being more open about it in other ways.
The forums being your social life might not be too bad, but you need to branch out to atleast other places on the internet/games if you can't really go out into the real world. I was mainly enclosed to the internet for a good 4 years or so and look at what it did to me im
such a depressing failure pretty well off
As for the US Army, if you're dead set on that, then more power to you, I've always been more of a navy girl myself <3
Good luck with what you want to do friendo, and always enjoy yourself.
