I dont really think I've ever had a "worst day". I've had some bad days, like when pets have died or when family issues came up, but they didn't leave any permanent marks so it was never that bad. I've had some pretty bad times, and a definite worst time of my life, but I can't really pick a day that was the absolute worst I've ever had.
When I first got into high school I was a bit of an awkward mess. 8th grade had been good and I learned how to have friends and talk to people then, but middle school social skills and high school social skills don't necessarily mix. Making faces and yelling only gets you so far, I guess. There was a point in that year that I seriously contemplated Self Delete as an option, I knew that I really wouldn't do it and that I couldn't as I wouldn't have had a way to even do it. Like, I knew it was stupid and that I really shouldn't, but I couldn't help but to feel like I needed an exit plan. Obviously it never happened, but it still scares me how passive I was about it, like that I didn't even care if I died.
