So you guys ever had those "life highs?" - BLOGLAND

[Biostorm]

So a while ago I was depressed as hell. As a matter of fact, I always get depressed as stuff every year when fall starts, could be because of the stress of the school year, could just as easily be that I have seasonal depression, I don't know. So anyway, like a week ago I was having one of those loving depressed phases, and I sent a bunch of stupid texts to my friends about how much of a failure I felt like, half of which I probably didn't mean, and they talked to a counselor, so I was sent to talk to some counselors (2 hot women in fact, and I was in the room alone with them ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ). After that, I don't know what happened, but I started to just feel better. My classes felt less stressful, I'm not masturbating my sorrows away, I'm getting more stuff done, and I feel more fulfilled overall.

You guys ever had those life highs? I feel like I'm having one right now, and I feel happy as stuff, but I also feel scared that it'll go away and I'll come crashing down like one of my friends did like a week ago.

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[Utsuho Reiuji]

I've been a corpse for 4 years so no

[Flame]

yes, i know exactly what you mean and they're the best feelings ever

[hillkill]

you can masturbate your sorrows? might be why i masturbate so much.

[sir dooble]

Kinda wish I was in one at the moment.

[Space1255]

Kinda wish I was in one at the moment.

[Jairo]

Kinda wish I was in one at the moment.

I'm waiting on the good times right now

[$trinick]

I spend a portion of my life in what I call 'narcissistic episodes.' They usually come directly after praise or when I've finished something I'm proud of, and last anywhere from two hours to a day or two. During this timeframe, it's kind of like I've snorted a bunch of cocaine. I have a massively inflated sense of self, manic euphoria, mental clarity, way too much energy, and any anxieties fade. It's like a day long adrenaline rush. They're amazing, and I spend my life chasing that high.

At least there are worse things I could be addicted to than achieving success.

[Biostorm]

I spend a portion of my life in what I call 'narcissistic episodes.' They usually come directly after praise or when I've finished something I'm proud of, and last anywhere from two hours to a day or two. During this timeframe, it's kind of like I've snorted a bunch of cocaine. I have a massively inflated sense of self, manic euphoria, mental clarity, way too much energy, and any anxieties fade. It's like a day long adrenaline rush. They're amazing, and I spend my life chasing that high.

At least there are worse things I could be addicted to than achieving success.

I don't know if mine is like that, I mean I don't think I'm narcissistic, but I do have a lot of energy, just had a 3 hour tennis session and I still feel great. I think what's causing mine is a combination of achievements, such as working overtime and getting a better paycheck, getting a film project done, and some other things I've done recently.

I just hope this lasts longer

edit: it feels like a natural high, which i guess it is, i havent done weed in ages and i don't feel the need to, this is so much better

[Frequency]

did you get those counselors' nudes

[mod-man]

when someone tells me my work influences them in some way. doesnt matter what it is, could be some complicated project ive worked on for weeks or could be some snapchat story i shat out out of boredom. whether it amazed them, whether it made them laugh, whether it inspired them, whether it made them feel like hurting other people, it influenced them so much to the point where they felt the need to inform me how much it influenced them. i guess a

'narcissistic episodes.' They usually come directly after praise or when I've finished something I'm proud of, and last anywhere from two hours to a day or two. During this timeframe, it's kind of like I've snorted a bunch of cocaine. I have a massively inflated sense of self, manic euphoria, mental clarity, way too much energy, and any anxieties fade. It's like a day long adrenaline rush. They're amazing, and I spend my life chasing that high.

At least there are worse things I could be addicted to than achieving success.

when im driving. specifically that in-between moment from point A to point B. something about the simple act of driving and having a place to go to and having a place to come from is just nice. i cant rush anywhere cause im already on my way. i cant talk cause im too busy focusing on the road. i cant worry about anything else because i've got to make sure i dont run out in front of anyone. once my mind realizes all im worrying about in that moment is other cars and literally nothing else? its blissful. its like a trance
when people tell me im cool, or give me some sort of praise in that fashion. i know it sounds really self-centered, but i know im a cool guy, so when someone says so, silently in my head in a really giddy way im just like "i know". it really helps out in social situations cause there may be times where ill be nervous or scared about something and then i just gotta remember "wait... im cool" and then everythings just... cool
taking walks and talking to myself. after a nice 2-3hr walk'n'talk with myself oh muh goh. usually i do this ANY time somethings on my mind. ive found that letting things fester on your mind just makes it worse. even talking to yourself about it does a lot more good than just letting it sit there and manifest. i may not have the solution to my problem, but at least im not worrying about it as much as id know id be if i didnt take a walk

[Xealyth]

I'm not masturbating my sorrows away

last time i checked procrastination is a great stress reliever

[Sparky_78]

last time my Step-Mom called my mom a bitch, Yes, I gave her a few, "words of wisdom".
what a happy family

[Camel]

generally i just get marijuana highs

[Biostorm]

did you get those counselors' nudes

unfortunately I did not acquire their nudes, if only I could get the help of that hacker 4chan to leak their nudes

generally i just get marijuana highs

those are always nice, just haven't experienced one in a while, I don't think I need it right now