I've never said this to anyone before, but I was a complete egoistical starfish with real anger problems a few years back because I used to suffer from depression and I also used to have emotional breakdowns and panic attacks which is not by any means panicking and destroying everything around me, but it made me incredibly nervous and sad and mad and a lot of really strange emotional breakdowns all at the same time, I used to get mad way too easy and I overreacted to things that I shoudn't have in anyway which lead me to have a bad reputation back in 2011-2013, I've lost friendships and got people to hate me, but I think with the harsh way the community had reacted against me slowly made me realize how stupid I was reacting so I slowly tried more and more to control my anger and depression, and I'm happy to say that since the beginning of this year, I didn't had any depression moments, nervous breakdowns or panic disorders like I did back then which happened quite a lot which frankly ruined me both in the community and in real life, and thank god no Self Delete thoughts like I occasionally had back then, so thanks Forums, even with your bad and good moments and strange but unique characters, you quite saved my life in some shape or form, I get to meet some really nice people who helped me alot with my issues and that thankfully got the time to talk about them, and gave me advice to avoid these problems and move forward, and if it wasn't for them, I don't know what would have been now, I literaly never had anyone to talk to about anything in real life, so I owe those friends and the community who I've met on this building game a lot, and here I am, 18 years old, 7 years on this community, which has been always a special place for me, so thanks for everything.
If the Blockland Community helped you shape up as well in some way, feel free to share.
