ive never had faith in christianity and i dont reasonably believe that a god exists, but i accept the possibility that one does, just as i accept the possibility of anything else
and i literally mean anything else. even something as outlandish as the flying spaghetti monster. now do i reasonably believe that a big ol pile of sghetti is flying amongst the stars? no
but i do accept it. and if not for an answer, isn't it just funny to think that everything we know is because of some cosmic pasta and meatballs? to me thats funny, and i find comfort in stuff i find funny
"believing" is a touchy word for me. "believing" to me is putting your 100% faith into something (unless specifically stated otherwise), which i personally think you shouldn't do (at least at my current mental independence). at least when it comes to cosmic philosophies that try to explain things humans simply dont have answers for yet
and if you are going to believe in something of the nature, then at least be able to consider what you believe in could possibly be wrong. a lot of people still have a problem accepting that they may be wrong. i cant blame them though, i would be too if everything i put my faith in turned out to be a hoax
thats why i dont put all my faith into anything. there are things that i believe more than others, but no concept truly defines reality to me. only i do. doesnt mean i shouldnt take everything into consideration tho. its definitely less boring that way