I also think it's extremely embarrassing to go around and preach your bullstuff to people who don't care and I also find a lot of Christian writing to be painful to read.
"How much do you have to hate somebody to believe everlasting life is possible and not tell them that?"-Penn Jillette (from Penn & Teller)You seem to have a number of misconceptions about Christianity. I hate on the Catholic church a lot, but this is another perfect example of the Catholic church sending ambiguous messages about what they truly believe. The New Testament, if its writers truly did walk with Jesus or receive divine understanding, clearly outlines Christianity. Christians should be reading the Bible for themselves, not counting on preachers and the like to inform them of what they should believe.
So, let's do this.
- If there is a God, I can't distinguish if it would be a being or a force.
God is clearly defined as a being. He created physics, so he cannot be something physical like a force. - I do believe in an afterlife, but not a hell.
How can there be an afterlife without God? - I think the argument of if Jesus was real or not is irrelevant since (as he forgetin' preached in the goddam book) it's not the person that's important but the values they live by.
Here are some writings from Jewish scholars from within 100 years of Jesus' death that provide evidence for his existence.
Jesus constantly says that he is the way, the truth, and the life. Believing that he is irrelevant is the same as believing Christianity is irrelevant. - Going to Church is irrelevant and the majority of the bible is just fable-like (story with a moral at the end of it).
The gospels (first four books of the New Testament) are all eye witness accounts of Jesus' life. Try reading anything by Paul (e.g. Ephesians, Acts, Romans). As far as the Old Testament, Psalms, Proverbs and many others do not focus on story telling. The Bible is a collection of documents and letters that record the history of God's people. And of course, since God, the all powerful creator of the universe, is involved, it will be fable-like. - Only person in my family who is close to being overly religious is my Grandma, but everybody else is pretty lax about their faith.
That's a very common trend these days. Here's what the Bible says about these so-called "Christians". - Not focusing on an "eternal reward"; just living life for the fun of it while hoping to make other people's lives better as well (for their sake, not the sake of old beardy).
Life is short, an eternal reward is pretty cool to consider. You're completely right though, loving those around us and making lives better is the most important thing in life, especially for Christians. The eternal reward is an awesome bonus provided by a gracious God.
Some extra Q&A:1)
Why doesn't God reveal himself to me?If he did what would the point of faith be? We would all be forced into following him.
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Why does God allow evil to exist?He gave us free will. Otherwise we'd all be robots and this would all be pointless.
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Do you have to go to church/be in a church to be Christian? Do I have to always do good things and follow God's commandments to be Christian?No, being Christian is based purely on faith in Christ. Of course, if that faith is present, good works and wanting to be together with brothers and sisters in Christ follows.
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Is it possible everyone is right, and whatever you want to believe is the truth?No.
I apologize for being rather lengthy and hope I don't come across as being argumentative.