Feel like people are ignoring me, and losing "traction" with people at school. Winter break, and everyone's doing things without me. They said they'd invite me before, but then they do it with their friends and come back with nothing but a "sorry we didn't invite you we forgot". I'm probably just being a richard, but honestly, I've started to feel so depressed from people at school that I barely have a will to live, much less talk to anyone at this time.
I'm gay, too. Came out to a couple people, and I'm really worried my parents will find out. They hate gay people, end of story. While the people I've talked to about it say they think no different of me, they've been constantly acting distant.
So yeah, it's been a pretty lovely year, so far.
