I knew from the title that this was gonna be good.
look man, making these posts doesn't help anything. It invites people to doubt you, instead just show em you're different. I was hated when I first join this forum, and I posted these "sorry for my actions blah blah" posts. They never really worked, so i just got my stuff together and stopped acting like a little prick.
anyone can say they're sorry, you gotta prove it man. Best of luck to ya