one time i had a friend that was always acting really weird around me and whenever we play xbox together he seemed really nervous. i blew it off as social anxiety or maybe he was just a really loving weird kid, then, two months later he told me he was biloveual and that he liked me. i felt so weird. i always assumed he was straight because me and him liked the same girl. i threw up multiple times that night and when i woke up i didn't wanna get on xbox for like a week. due to this one moment i am in a therapy session for HOCD. life would be so much better without cigarettes.