hey man, this is very funny coming from a communist!
I'm a bit tired of explaining this. Rather than tell you myself, I'll let you come to a conclusion yourself, based on the following information.
All genuine attempts at a non-authoritarian socialist/communist government have been crushed by capitalist-funded resistance groups.
Most, if not all, successful implementations of authoritarian "communist" governments were backed by the Soviet Union, arguably the most powerful country in the world during a large portion of the Cold War. Their support ensured the success of ideologically similar Stalinist governments.
it's almost like the government sucks at everything
So you're suggesting Anarchism? The ideology only feasible under left-wing ideology?