so we have a "game club" at our school, and i went today. we were playing smash and some of these other guys were playing kerbal space program on a school computer. i was pretty confused on how they got it to run on a stuffty school desktop at like 15 fps. i went up and asked how they got it to run on a stuffty pc like that. this fat motherforgeter said "i'm in computer networking class, i know how computers work". the guy next to him was my friend i guess and he said "dude why do you act like you know everything?" i felt like stuff because i was joking and they made me feel like an ass. i went back to the table and just sat there angry and sad. soon, the guys call me and i come up. they asked me if i wanted to know how they got it to run. then then tried to convince me that you can download ram. i was forgetin hot at this point because they think i'm some sort of forgetin tool.
after we got out of it, me and my friend were walking. he noticed i was loving furious and asked what was wrong. i told him what had happened, he gave me advice, etc. he then told me to punch him in the gut to relieve my anger. at first, i was thinking what the forget is he talking about? i didn't want to hit him, the dude is lanky as forget. i started thinking about the guy and my supposed friend and like some sort of reflex, i punch him right under his rib. while i'm looking at him on the ground in pain, all i could think about is what the forget i had just done. i apologized so many times, but he repeatedly told me it was alright. he then acted like nothing had happened.
i still feel bad about doing it, it's almost as my brain controlled my arm and i wasn't consciously controlling it. the worse part is, i completely forgot there were school cameras there, so i might be questioned soon. is there anything more i can do to say i'm sorry?
