I don't mean to get all personal since ya know, this is a pretty light hearted thread and all or make a thread bc idk, but
Am I still as bad as I was years back? I don't want to make a thread or anything about this, but back in the days of when I was notorious I felt like my negativity was being driven by the community a little, and after leaving I just don't know if it's helped or not on here, since idk there hasn't been much feedback. Am I still as bad as I was? I'm not forcing myself to act how I am either, I just feel like I'm acting more like myself if that makes sense.
The driving negativity bc of the forum isn't the forums fault, it's my fault. I was pretty awfully addicted to this place, and only seeing negativity around towards me made me feel like a worse person. So it's really my own fault for not controlling myself.
Looking back at how I acted and how I was treated it felt like people were afraid to talk to me for how I acted, I think that's what drove me to post this bc I really hope nobody is still afraid to talk to me or anything. Like I remember in game people used to target me and stuff or expect me to be rude or something and I just hope that isn't how people view me anymore.
Like honestly, I'd feel more comfortable if anyone here had a problem with me still to talk to me about it, like it only makes me feel worse if people don't want to talk about it or are too afraid to.
personal thing over and I'll move it to night discussion if this thread closes soon
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