im quitting weed!
i have become dependent, smoking multiple times daily, and being a casual wake and baker.
it has messed with my mind, my financial state, and my life. i have trouble remembering things, i typically run out of money a week or two after i get paid, and my grades have seriously dropped. when talking to people i behave anxious or paranoid, and when people catch me sober (rarely) i get easily irritated or arrogant which drives people away from me.
i dont feel rewarded anymore when i do anything successfully, the only thing feeling rewarding being weed.
the sober me has become my less familiar self
i just want to get this off my back