holy hell these posting errors are just absolutely preventing me from responding. not sure what exactly triggers it.
might as well take that as divine intervention to prevent me from losing any more sleep over this.
not gonna lie, this has been a stressful night because im a big softie who gets worked up when people make fun of him on the internet.
i admit, its my fault for blowing a simple misunderstanding out of proportion, and causing so much drama and general unpleasantness, regardless of what could have prevented it. because the fact is that it just didn't happen. what did happen is undeniable, and that was me causing a damn ruckus. i apologize for letting this get so out of hand, and i am willing to shoulder all the blame for birthing this whole problem. and for that, i am sorry. i know for a fact you guys have better stuff to do. at least i hope so. so sorry for wasting everyone's time with a situation that i turned into a foguratove disaster. i get upset about this website easily, to the point where it hinders my emotional state in real life. i wish i didnt care, but the bond that i have with this game is a big part of my childhood, and its a big reason why i came back. hell, its why i tried to spread kindness, so other people who have had such good memories with this game could feel good about it. i think im just gonna go back to my original philosophy of staying out of arguments and swallowing my pride, because i get flustered and overwhelmed easily in these situations. thats probably what i said last time, but i feel like i have grown as a person in general since then. like, im literally older and at least fractionally more mature.
getting into these argument whips me back into this panicked mindset i have when i get into Internet Arguments, and im gonna try to avoid that entirely.
feel free to revive this drama if it dies whenever i break this promise or generally stray from this apology like last time. you have my word that you can kick my ass if i fall back into my old behaviors again. its just much better for my mental health (dont ask) if i just learn to not get into any mf arguments on the internet.
you dont have to forgive me if you dont want to but at least try not to hold this stuff against me unless i start acting up again.