You still didn't tell me how much love you get from not crossdressing.
Plus once you find a girl who likes crossdressing you've found a girl who likes and knows about so many different loveual things.
But you know, if you only like plain old boring missionary vanilla love that's fine too bro. I'm not judging. Don't complain when your future wife leaves you because she isn't satisfied of vanilla love anymore.
If she likes you femme and sissified she probably wants you to sleep with men for her. That's fine though, no judgement. But don't complain when your arsehole hurts and is dribbling your daddy's juice.
Just know that it's okay to be gay Tony.