Since my last apology was "Half Assed" to you or "Not a real or forced" apology. How about this. Sorry, not sorry, do you expect me to really give a damn about something that happened months ago. Clearly you people don't, why should I right? This guy lives across the world and I met him on the internet, do you expect me to really care about anything that happens to him? No, because this is what you people want to hear, most of you are 17 year old teens anyway. Your probably just laughing your ass off, so I am, cause really this is just a big joke, I try to be nice and apologize, you all just point out little snips of that apology and point out what you think is wrong with it. That's all this forum is anyway, just snip and comment. I knew this wouldn't turn out good anyways, even if something does happen to Ryan, best of luck, but sorry not sorry.
Guys, your not getting it, IM NOT SAYING I WANT HIM TO DIE (just had to stick that out there) I'm saying what exactly can I do at this moment (don't say some bullstuff) I know what I did was not good but nothing I can do now, its already done, I didn't post it on other sites, you only think I'm so stuffty cause this one thing. I high doubt anyone would go to kill him just for no apparent reason, I didn't say his address, I only said the general (large) area he lives in. Can we end this already, were getting no where. You all think I'm just so immature because of the way I am replying. I'm not. This whole thing started because of a legit apology I attempted to do. You the people didn't accept it, I literally sent apologies to Ryan several times on his old and new accounts. Either he blocked me or didn't respond but either way I did try. As of this moment, what do you want me to do? You've already called me stuffty, cigarette, smug bitch. I mean you people have done it all. I got your points seriously. I know this person is possible but high unlikely in danger. I never said I wanted him to be, but that post probably says otherwise to you. But focus on this message. When I am aggravated (and don't say stuff cause ya'll can get upset to) no lie it causes me to do this. I try to apologize, all I got back was bullstuff. So what do you want me to do, just go away? To me yes, but because I am persistent I didn't. Eon certainly does want me to go, but it's not happening. This whole situation happened in the past, shouldn't of brought it up, shouldn't of posted his info, but its not gone, Its not an excuse but it's certainly relieving to me and you all. Again I never said I wanted him dead (even though that's what this my replies basically entitle but again not the intention) I know I just acted like a moron, but you people are not seeing the otherside of me. I can be really fun/caring. I can also be very upset/not caring. Irl I go to high school (freshman 9th grade) I literally help others in the classroom. I have knowledge, I'm not some random idiot. Your probably going to look at this and say "nah, lets just spew at him more bullstuff" but seriously whats the point. I got it, you hate me, but nothing I or you can do now. Wow this message got long but its better to end it this way than ending it in just pure anger. Ok? ok. I'd appreciate if this all ended because this is boring just scrolling through the the replies and seeing nothing but insults so if you read this fully then you do, if you don't then you really can't reply cause you don't have a full understand of it. I know those few people that are gonna snip little things from this and be like (contradicting statement). Can you not? Like hear me out seriously. I know I sounded like an starfish/bitch/not caring moron/idiot/murderer. Put that behind you, I don't want Ryan to be hurt, that's why it got deleted so fast.
