ever since i graduated high school in june, i've just been lacking the discipline and motivation to do really anything.
most (by which i mean 99%) of the time i'm often depressed and don't really give a forget about anything. i don't care about jobs and i really don't care about starting college, which is really detrimental to my future.
very seldom, i'll have these states of "i-need-to-get-off-my-ass-and-do-stuff-with-my-life"-itis and mass apply for jobs and try to prepare myself for college. i'll be totally honest here, in the past month i've gotten 4 interviews from doing this but i didn't go to them. every time they call it's when i'm in the "don't-give-a-forget" state and decide it's not worth the anxiety and stress.
yeah i'm a dumbforget, but i just can't stop being a depressed edgy teen. hopefully something changes in the future
just had to get this off of my chest, but if you want to say something that's fine
