Author Topic: Fear of death (Read 2705 times)

mod-man · December 12, 2017, 10:28:02 PM

thanks to adolescent animal abuse, farm life, suicidal experience, my own brushes with death and gore binges, death is nothing to me. ive been desensitized to the idea since i was incredibly young. death is rather fascinating to me. watching someone die quicker than you can blink is shocking, but not in a terrifying way. something about it strikes an unfortunate but beautiful nerve. its incredibly interesting and humanizing. it really puts reality into perspective and makes you value the things i feel like most people dont. i dont hate anyone. i love where i am. i love the people im surrounded by, even the ones i dont like. the mornings are serene and the nights are beautiful. i miss high school. i dont regret anything

they werent joking when they said "live every day like its your last". you never know when you're gonna go

Quote from: Daswiruch on December 12, 2017, 10:05:26 PM

dying from things that i can't control 'cause i got stuff to do

this is probably my only qualm with death. i will be pissed if i die before i can make toby famous

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Nonnel · December 13, 2017, 12:39:11 AM

yeah i'm not scared of death per se, just not being able to do what i want to do beforehand

TheScout · December 13, 2017, 12:50:18 AM

hey ill give you all of my life-force im not using it anyways

torin� · December 13, 2017, 12:57:48 AM

i really dont care about dying

Riot · December 13, 2017, 01:01:31 AM

Honestly, you're 20, this was inevitable.
You'll get over this, and you'll bounce back to normal.

All you pretty much need to do is accept this fact, and let it mentally, meditatively go.
I suggest you practice something called mindfulness, it's a basic thing you can start doing for any sick, dreadful, and life choking emotion.

TableSalt · December 13, 2017, 03:27:31 AM

Quote from: mod-man on December 12, 2017, 10:28:02 PM

thanks to adolescent animal abuse, farm life, suicidal experience, my own brushes with death and gore binges, death is nothing to me. ive been desensitized to the idea since i was incredibly young. death is rather fascinating to me. watching someone die quicker than you can blink is shocking, but not in a terrifying way. something about it strikes an unfortunate but beautiful nerve. its incredibly interesting and humanizing. it really puts reality into perspective and makes you value the things i feel like most people dont. i dont hate anyone. i love where i am. i love the people im surrounded by, even the ones i dont like. the mornings are serene and the nights are beautiful. i miss high school. i dont regret anything

they werent joking when they said "live every day like its your last".

holy stuff

General · December 13, 2017, 05:01:10 AM

Anti-aging wont do stuff, we'll all just die of cancer or some other disease anyway

Snaked_Snake · December 13, 2017, 05:14:44 AM

Basically just don't think about it and put other things on your mind, I used to worry about Death or getting old a lot but now I'm just like "That's many many years away, focus on now."

It helps me at least.

Refticus · December 13, 2017, 05:15:43 AM

Quote from: The Resonte! on December 12, 2017, 10:17:23 PM

get bit by a vampire op

fair warning on this one, going outside is a nightmare and richardheads with garlic and stakes will always try to break into your crib

Nicepoint · December 13, 2017, 08:20:55 AM

Don't worry it will feel the same as you felt before you were born

Frequency · December 13, 2017, 08:28:55 AM

Quote from: mod-man on December 12, 2017, 10:28:02 PM

i will be pissed if i die

ironic

c[_] · December 13, 2017, 08:30:35 AM

I remember on first or second grade some people came to our class and took one person at a time to talk about death and what do you think of it. When they asked me what do you think of death i just answered "its kinda cool" thinking now that seems a bit forgeted up.

mod-man · December 13, 2017, 09:42:16 AM

Quote from: Frequency on December 13, 2017, 08:28:55 AM

ironic

idk what you mean so HA

Frequency · December 13, 2017, 09:49:23 AM

Quote from: mod-man on December 13, 2017, 09:42:16 AM

idk what you mean so HA

lots of people would be pissed about being dead, but they're dead, so they're probably not dwelling on it too much.

mod-man · December 13, 2017, 09:53:07 AM

Quote from: Frequency on December 13, 2017, 09:49:23 AM

lots of people would be pissed about being dead, but they're dead, so they're probably not dwelling on it too much.

shoooooot not me. id be that upset