there's evidence that you haven't hit puberty yet (your face, trying to deepen voice on stream). even if you are a late bloomer, i'd seek medical treatment for not even starting puberty past age 15
I was in your same footsteps when I was 10 pretending to be 14. it doesn't work, and being older doesn't help your e-cred. grimlock is easily 18-20 but acts like a 14 year old, but users like outpact- and c[_] are only 16 but act very mature
you aren't fooling anyone at this point.