I’m genuinely confused by this post. Is this your cry for help? Is this a message asking for people to talk to you because you’re so depressed, mixed in with a news tag? If so, the best advice I can give you is that you have to find your own way to cope, or get antidepressants. Antidepressants are not for adults only, and if you suffer from depression severe enough, open up to your psychiatrist, and let them know. If they’re any good, and you’ve gone through bouts of therapy, you’ll get prescribed antidepressants. Otherwise, therapy will often help, if it’s just some teenage angst bullstuff, like it usually often is.
If you just mixed in some unrelated BS with a news tag, it’s a good concept. If I was suffering from a terminal illness, and it sucked to the point where my life was miserable, having an easier way out then suffering until my eventual demise sounds great. I see no problem with this.