mostly boredom and disappointment, really. seeing how easily the people in the community cannibalize eachother has made me unable to take the forums or game seriously.
i mean yeah, when you start posting cartoon horse research people are gonna treat you weird. and making weird violent-loveual posts afterwards doesnt help it. i think you'll find that most websites would have banned you for that. it's the least we can do to shun you for being a weird starfish.
and god, how loving fragile have you gotta be? you spend a couple days doing all this awkward attention seeking and when you finally get the attention you're after, you freak out and get yourself banned. what's the point?
