hi nal.
i feel like i should do the "thanks for everything" post like the rest of you guys are as it's pretty confirmed that we're on borrowed time, but i don't know yet (also i'm pretty much gone on this forum now, i think my last post was a year ago or so). even typing this post feels weird looking at how the quality of the forum as totally diminished and moderation is pretty much barren aside from people joining on alts to spam the entire forum with gore. it's been a good decade, either way
what's goin on
ever since I had become attached to this forum, all I wanted to do was leave. but looking back on it, I really do regret not stopping and smelling the roses to be totally honest. like, in retrospect, i feel this forum has done more good for me than bad, and i'm sure anyone that has stuck around for this long genuinely feels the same.
looking back on everything that's been posted on here, and there seems to be a huge divide between me saying something behind the clique or a skype group or something, and people get the impression i'm overtly aggressive. to which, I was too young to know otherwise, and I'm sorry for that. it's pretty easily apparent
anyway to people i still talk to from here it's great we do, we've all changed a lot as we've aged. if anyone still wants to reconcile i'm always available