This is for the entire Forum. Please note that I am trying to be stable.
First, I would like to apologize for my behavior; I am just really fed up with everyone's drama and I dislike being in it. I have a lot of mental issues in the past few years, but I had 2 break ups in that time and I took it to heart. I became suicidal and nearly killed myself a few times after those relationships. I was having so many issues and did some drugs to cope... but now I have my own version of rehab and I hope it can get better from there. And then I am still devastated when I crashed a server using an exploit and that was very disrespectful. It haunts me to this day of what I've done. I'm not sure how to get trust back but I know it's gone and I can't earn it back. I'm not exactly sure how to get that trust back and I can't apologize for it because I'm probably not ready for it. I'm not leaving, but I want to make Blockland better. I love making mods for everyone to use. When I have the time and become more stable I will write some mods again!
Love,
Visolator/Kyuande/A_Jar_Of_Cake
TL;DR - Go away. Read it again. Think twice.
