I continuously want to write down my ideas to paper, however, my typing Always fails to keep up with my brain, my drawing sucks, and speech recognition is stuff. My last resort is to tell people, but they rarely listen, and I feel stupid to scream into a microphone. Thus the VAST majority of my ideas are never recorded. I feel so hopeless, unable to tell others of the product of my brain. Its extremely frustrating. I wish i could have a direct feed from ym brain to the computer, tor record everything I think, see or feel. this would be the optional way to tell others of my ideas, as I've discovered my lips can rarely keep up with my thoughts, forcing me to randomly skip complete thoughts. To make this even worse, I suck as a 3D modeler, and as a drawer. This makes it impossible to put down any sort of picture, this is what infuriates me most. If only I could draw a train and have people see it as a train, not a tree, then I would be able to fully express a bit of my thoughts. However, this is impossible. Also, it is impossible for me to tell things to some people, as i have thought of them so much that it is detail upon detail, making impossible to tell people, in any way, the entirety of it. My main fault comes where for some reason I ahve a huge disposition to telling the entirety of it. Thus I feel the only way to fix this is to either make it a reality (My greatest thought is a multi-trillian dollar project that would force the cooperation of all the nations on earth to make an over-arching nation that would be kept hidden the majority of the time, just can heavily influence these nations at any time. This is impossible to make), to make make a video game. However, i cann't script nor model, making this more so impossible.
It is with this that I ask you, is their any way you believe I can fix this? It infuriates me daily.
