... this language is so limited
human capabilites for sound, movements, nothing works to convey what I want to say
I have some profound statement I want to express... but there is no way I can represent it... at all...
these thoughts I have.... I cant even compare them to anything... why cant I give up trying to show them?
every time I do they are misinterperated...
even I cant seem to understand how to translate these ideas into normal thoughts, I can't name them myself as I can't define them...
...
I need something different...