Yes I am. I don't know why I am, I'm just very sad. not like, im going to cry cause something sucks. I'm just...very sad. I think its the fact im sick of being made fun of for being fat. People have critisized me since I was in 2nd grade. and I'm sick of it. Yes im fat and I'm single, but i work my ass off every day out on the footbll feild while they just sit on their butt at home and watch re-runs of Kendra. so if I'm going to be continued to be critized by these friends, I'm going to do something he's going to regret. and none of this applies to anyone on here. This is all real life. but im sick of all this crap. And yes I'm fat, but im not that fat. I'm also over being critized by girls. I hear them talking behind my back, I hear thier giggles of laughter at me, I hear their hatered. I know that they think I can't but in my blood i have the natural endency to easedrop. I'm the quiet one because im sittign thier easedroping on everyone's conversations. I know I get made fun of, I know i get mocked, I know it all. But I just pretend I don't. So if your going to back talk about me, I know.
