If you don't, I have one message to you;
Don't
loving
interfere
with
it.
Kthx.
I'm sure that your situation isn't that bad, you're just thinking of it as bad for sympathy, which you obviously won't receive from anyone.
It's typical for children this age to do the same thing you are doing - "omg my life suck but, i won't tell u why, it's just bad, leave me alone, you don't know me, waaaaaaaah."