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And there you go, that's all I wanted to see. I wanted you to realize the truth and let me know that you have, and it doesn't get more clear than that. I'm now going to give you advice that I learned from watching my friend and from personal experience:
Dating, at your age, is not suppose to be serious! It is meant to be fun!
I can see that you're young and you have a lot to learn, but this time, ignore what I've said before. Take my advice and don't do anything stupid like this again unless you are willing to accept the consequences. I still think it is a huge mistake to love someone over the internet, but you live and you learn.
There is no reason for you to commit Self Delete over the internet. These people will, most likely, never see you in real life. If they do, they won't realize it and it will be years later. You're obviously comfortable with your body, so go out and flaunt it, you'll be surprised how many guys will be attracted.