Remember when mtndew used to make random edits? Now hes mr popular and everyone adores him?
The difference between you and him is he actually made up for his past stuff-hits by contributing to the community. And, it took him allot of contributions and a major attitude makeover before people even began treating him nicely again.
In contrast, all you are doing is whining about how people don't like you because you forgeted things up, pissing everyone off even more in the process by "testing" them. I think it's time you go hide under a rock somewhere again before you finish that death spiral of yours.