Honestly? At some point on one of Heed's server he pissed me off terribly and i hated him for a while. Then i tried slowly trying to get back to nuetral, with some compliments and junk. Aperentally i didnt do it in time. So, i don't really know if i should be loving happy or loving sad. HA, DUH, loving HAPPY. im gonna miss him though :C