It's hard for me in the holidays too.
Most nights I sleep until about Midnight or really early morning, then I can't go back to sleep in my own bed. So I pick up my duvet and pillow and go into mum's room (dad sleeps downstairs cuz he needs to get a good nights sleep without any interuptions) and since theirs a space avalible I manage to sleep well.
My mum's twin sister is here since the 22nd of December and will be leaving on the 8th this month, and she's sleeping with my mum. So, it's worser, because I have sad songs in my head I have no choice but to "let it out", if you know what I mean. If you don't, I gotta cry.
Also I have suicidal thoughts, in your dreams I would actully kill myself! So that's why it's hard.
And finally, school tommorow, on January the 5th, so I don't know how tonight's gonna play out.