Say Your Mind

[Tom Gunn]

Your Mind.

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[LaCuckooRacha]

It has been bothering me for a long time, but I've never been able to find a way to say this, well, here goes:

I was once a treehouse, I lived in a cake, but I never saw the way the orange sleighed the rake, I was only three years dead, but it told the tale, now listen, sweet little child to the safety rail.

[chaseyqurt]

From people older than 12 I do expect a certain level of intelligence.

Wait so, you were serious about that comment?

[Nymethus]

Wait so, you were serious about that comment?

I was using sarcasm.

[Solid]

From people older than 12 I do expect a certain level of intelligence.

What, I just don't really care about what other people think. It's what they thing and it's useless trying to change their opinion cause they aren't going to do it. Think of those "God hates cigarettes" people, everyone hates them and they don't care.

[Wedge]

People locking help topics bothers me.

Especially in the mapping discussion forums where we get 2 topics a week so there is no harm in bumping old threads.

[LordCutlerBeckett]

research.

[Doorman]

This has been bothering me awhile, and those of you lucky few that are on my friends list may recognize this:

Quite recently, I realized that I have two to four friends, maximum. Everyone else is just an acquaintance. This upset me quite a bit, for I prided myself on the fact that I'm such a friendly person, in the real world. So, as a way to fix it, I tried harder to get to now people, but the closer I got to people, the more they stepped back away from me. I felt like a repulsive child, all alone and defenseless, with only my parents to protect me.

The only reason they keep me around is because I'm so good at Chemistry. Everything our teacher puts out, automatically clicks inside of my mind. They use that to their advantage. Always comparing their answers to mine and it is right back to their own work. That and talking to their friends.

If that didn't make it clear to you, then this should help:
Sometimes I feel like a god. I have my own personal fan club (if rather small), but to most it is as if I’m not there. I’m invisible until sought after, silent until my words are wanted. I’m not one to force my presence on others; unless I feel it is absolutely necessary. I’m still there, but I’m part of the wall. I don’t feel powerful, quite the contrary, I feel used and I’m not happy about it.

[Tom Gunn]

I'm just a home schooler and I have a tendency to rely on myself :c

I get along with adults well though.
I have to stay inside on sunny days (If they are to sunny)

I use humor to hide my pain.

Friends are like jewels to me :D

[*Magick* Mage]

This has been bothering me awhile, and those of you lucky few that are on my friends list may recognize this:

Quite recently, I realized that I have two to four friends, maximum. Everyone else is just an acquaintance. This upset me quite a bit, for I prided myself on the fact that I'm such a friendly person, in the real world. So, as a way to fix it, I tried harder to get to now people, but the closer I got to people, the more they stepped back away from me. I felt like a repulsive child, all alone and defenseless, with only my parents to protect me.

The only reason they keep me around is because I'm so good at Chemistry. Everything our teacher puts out, automatically clicks inside of my mind. They use that to their advantage. Always comparing their answers to mine and it is right back to their own work. That and talking to their friends.

If that didn't make it clear to you, then this should help:
Sometimes I feel like a god. I have my own personal fan club (if rather small), but to most it is as if I’m not there. I’m invisible until sought after, silent until my words are wanted. I’m not one to force my presence on others; unless I feel it is absolutely necessary. I’m still there, but I’m part of the wall. I don’t feel powerful, quite the contrary, I feel used and I’m not happy about it.

Ohmy. I know how you feel, friend. I have been in a similar situation. Though, only true friends really matter, not shallow ones. Those who care about you and accept you for who you are. And, it isn't the multitude of friends you have that matters, it is who each of your friends are and their value to you. Continue to be friendly and those whom are true shall stay. <3

And hey, I'll be your friend. <3

[NomAplemNom]

love.

[Doorman]

Ohmy. I know how you feel, friend. I have been in a similar situation. Though, only true friends really matter, not shallow ones. Those who care about you and accept you for who you are. And, it isn't the multitude of friends you have that matters, it is who each of your friends are and their value to you. Continue to be friendly and those whom are true shall stay. <3

And hey, I'll be your friend. <3

But, thats just it! I need a multitude of friends. Individual people tend to get on my nerves after awhile. A bunch of friends lets their flaws be suppressed by everyone else's perks. That seems selfish, I know, but it is the only way to slow my cycle.
When my emotions store up like they do, they begin to break down into pure, festering anger. Then that breaks down even further into deep, suicidal depression. It is a cycle that someone needs to break, I can't do it. Why am I sharing this with a bunch of childish forum users? Because I'm loosing my drive to get ahead.

And thanks, but what I was talking about was personal, as in real world. There is something to it that seems more special to me.

[Tom Gunn]

The above poster is an emotional disaster waiting to happen.

I have a knack for spotting these type of things.

[Sebster 105]

dat ass

[Doorman]

The above poster is an emotional disaster waiting to happen.

I have a knack for spotting these type of things.

This is true, but it is not the first time this has happened.

The time before last I was permanently banned from these forums.