Ohdear. :c
Life is a fragile thing, but it's hard to completely destroy. Stay positive and be grateful for what you do have. You never know what life holds for you. It may be one end, but just as a circle, it is also a new beginning.
And when you must get rid of your pets, find them good homes. You may not be able to have them anymore, but maybe they could find peace in a new home as hopefully you will as well.
Best wishes to you. c: <3