My parents are sister are fully active Baptist Christians. I'm more of a non practicing Christian. However, I'd never let them know that. Hell, I do More unholy things than holy. I consider myself more of an Atheist than a Christian. I go to church, against my will. I don't pray or read my bible, and everytime my parents ask me if I have, I say yes because I did, last year. This is another reason I want to get out of my house and move to London. Be far from my parents, be who I really am, and not have to get random visits. Right now, my home life is about 100% fake around my parents. When I'm in my room, that's where I express myself in the most way possible without being obvious. My friends talk to me at school and when I say I go to church,.they laugh and ask what religion. When I say Christa in, they laugh even harder. However peer judgment and lack of being able to truly express myself prevents me from being myself at school. All my family members are half of my friends go to my church, so none of them can really understand me. Only my friends, but I'm personally very closed to them about my life.
If you are still wondering the whole topic is Religion and different parts of it. and no, I don't give a stuff wether you beleive in my religion or not. I'm not trying to start a war, this is a problem I have.
