A psychological(?) problem of mine.

[IkeTheGeneric]

I only have a problem with automatically talking down to people.

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[Madmitten]

I automatically talk sarcastically to everyone

[Doorman]

How come every time I check up on these forums, I find something like this?

Well, since you all are still sharing our, um, feelings, I guess I can share one while I'm in the mood.

I guess that I'm the opposite of WhoDa?. Over the time I've spent on these forums, I seem to have changed a lot. I seem to have gone from being completely oblivious to other, to knowing what is going on and only caring about myself, to sheer depression, to being a nearly unstable schizophrenic.

Right now, I'm usually nice to anyone around me, but I never feel like I'm the one performing the action. I guess you could explain it as an "out of body" experience, but I don't know if that is completely accurate. I used to be an extremely quiet person, but now I've developed into a talkative type of person and it was in just the span of a few monthes. It's all thanks to one girl I owe my life to.

WhoDa?, I don't know what type of people you hang out with, but I firmly believe that certain people can strongly influence others without the person even realizing it is happening. I'm not going to say more until WhoDa? decides whether or not to indulge such information.

[yoyo007008]

Hello my dear community!
As you may know me, or not, I still haven't changed a bit but I try hard.

Before you go all "the stuff is he talkin' about" I'd first like to introduce myself as what I am.
As I've said before I'd love to resume it;
I'm a egoistic, narcissistic, misanthropic, phallic-centered starfish who doesn't give a stuff about anyone but himself. I don't care if someone dies, it's a part of life. I don't care about a persons feelings regardless the situations. I can't hold any normal conversations and my opinions are always the right ones. Not to forget that I'm a very big hypocrite.

I don't know if I should even care about this since I enjoy my life pretty well. My concern is but that I regularly get aggressive and cry without a real reason (that's what I think).
I believe that I am prepared for what life smears into my face and that nothing can stop me. But in the very end I'm always unprepared.




I wonder and really would like to know where these problems come from (there's a clue).
Thought it could be because I really enjoy thinking about my past and how horrible it was. I try really hard to live by the motto; "leave the past in the past, the future in the future, and enjoy the present of the present" but I just can't do it.
I just enjoy it too much being hurt by my past. I love it being who I am even though I know that there's something wrong with me.

Really, I hate myself for loving who I am.

This raps me up in a bundle

[Nymethus]

That be a great reality show

hähä

but what about otis

he can go hunting in town I guess

or we could all order a pizza
and go to our rooms
and then have a lan party

or we could dance on a rug or something

[WhoDa?]

WhoDa?, I don't know what type of people you hang out with, but I firmly believe that certain people can strongly influence others without the person even realizing it is happening.

That's actually funny since, like I said, I don't give a stuff about anyone but me. This means if my friends suggest anything that I don't like, I won't like it. I don't give a stuff about their opinions on something that doesn't interest me or is different from my opinion (i mean, it really depends, i love to share opinions but i really don't give a forget) and so on. And besides, my friends are actually me without the problems of having a bad past and enjoying this. Even though they're like brothers for me I don't really see them very often because of my job.

[Doorman]

That's actually funny since, like I said, I don't give a stuff about anyone but me. This means if my friends suggest anything that I don't like, I won't like it. I don't give a stuff about their opinions on something that doesn't interest me or is different from my opinion (i mean, it really depends, i love to share opinions but i really don't give a forget) and so on. And besides, my friends are actually me without the problems of having a bad past and enjoying this. Even though they're like brothers for me I don't really see them very often because of my job.

Well, that just seems to be individuality. Whether that is a psychological problem or not, I'm not sure, but it would seem that most people would share that problem, if it really is a problem. I'm the exactly same way.

I'm sure that if you chose to hang out with other people long enough, they would change you. I'm only speaking through experience.

[Nymethus]

I want to be changed by some nice cool people

[Doorman]

I want to be changed by some nice cool people

Go find *Magick* Mage.

[Destroyer]

I look at someone's username thinking that I actually already know this person and his actions but then I was amazed, mostly at Destroyer since I only knew his harsh and mean side. I though I'd have to read another one of his well made "mean" posts.

:D

[Nymethus]

Go find *Magick* Mage.

He's invisible, I heard :I

[Rekuddo]

Being depressed sucks.

All this week I've been in a really bad mood, I shouldn't be, I found out I'm graduating and I'm going to college, I got new tappers for my ears to gauge them. But if anyone remembers, last year on January 9th I attempted Self Delete, and it was a traumatizing experience I've talked it over with my therapist and he said that whenever something significant happens in someones life and it comes around the anniversary you tend to feel like you did back then, and I'm not suicidal or anything now I've just been really down and I've been really irritable this past week, just the smallest thing set me off, and I felt like I ruined my sister's birthday party tonight and I feel bad about that.

[Kike]

i have the hoodies one lol

So do I. Mine are snug and warm. :D

[Healbadbad]

I generally slightly adjust how i act, depending on who I'm with, and randomly do stuff people think i would never do.

Other things: Arrogance i can generally defend, not talking much and wearing hoodies, and extreme laziness.
And not really MY problem, but i keep liking girls that turn out either being lesbian, changing schools, or are polar opposites of me.

[rockslide26]

I'm known in the school for nearly NEVER talking, I think I have high standards, and like my hooded coat. As for looking terrible:
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PIC IS TOO SMALL! IT HURTS MY OCD!